Working agn sure isn't what I remember it being-could be the job(highly suspect), but could just be I didn't have a family who needed far more of my time.... at any rate-I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this....work is really getting to me-seams I'm getting alot of work dumped on me that I'm not supposed to be doing, or others are supposed to be doing-which is driving me nuts....Thanksgiving week was just crazy...and then the following week the bosses decide to take a vacation-so my schedule is all messed up agn-and I go to work on Monday with news that it might be for two weeks-Im NOT doing 2 weeks of this-NO WAY!! Im just so TIRED-TIRED all the time-I hate it-cant go to my workouts-EVER, cant spend the time I want with dh or the kids-weekends I REALLY look forward to now and treasure more than you know....but Im so tired I don't really want to do anything.Thanksgiving was nuts-ended up getting up way later than I wanted to-which threw my whole schedule off, and then the pies I had ordered-well that's a whole nother ball game - yigh....sigh...but it was nice just spending time at home, but agn it was alot of work-but I missed getting together with everyone:( But I was so beat at the end of the day.....:(
So Ive mixed feelings abt going back to work-I HATE what Im giving up-and its major in my book-but with Christmas coming its been nice having money we can set aside for it-but agn-is the cost worth it??? Thats weighing heavily on the NO right now....haven't been keeping up with homework-so Monkey boy is behind....Stinger is doing really well though-3 B's and 3 C's on his report for the 1st semester:) WHOOT!! But keeping up with that is a feet too..but hes doing really well for his first time back in school-Im so proud of him and hes SOO happy-which makes me :) BIG TIME!!
I just have no energy-and Im not used to that-Im used to functioning with little sleep-but throw a work schedule in and Im a mess....seriously dont know how much longer I can do it-LOLOL Ive got to hand it to all the other working Moms out there-WOW-must be super women-LOLOL, thats the only thing I can think of. Right??
And Christmas, fall and the holidays are my favorite time-and it just blows lately:P and I HATE that too:(Just Sooooooo tired...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! Could write abt it all night-but just needed to vent-sorry you are the lucky recipients-LOLOL-feel sorry for dh-LOLOL
Anyway-its been too long in writing-so Ill try and post a happier post next time...and keep up with this thing-it has actually helped venting-LOLOL......maybee....
One thing i KNOW though-if things are bumming me out abt work and how they are treating me-something is up-as Im usually pretty go lucky, and if people are drivin me nuts and making me upset -its pretty bad-that much I know...so unless things change and they seam to be getting worse-Im outta there-which puts a huge smile on my face-LOLOL, but we shall see....
Laters,
